Well, I'm just tired. Tired of everything that's happening right now. I've gone through hell and it's really getting better, but I will never be the same person I was ever again... Maybe I don't even want to be her anymore. She was a girl without any experiences... naive, and trusted everyone blindly. Now I've learn to stand up for who I am, and to trust nobody but myself. I've became a stronger person. On the other side... She was happier than I am, then I'll probably ever be, because she didn't think about things so much. She didn't worry. In short, I was on a downwards spiral into a deep hallow where I've learned so many things on the way down. Today I'm climbing back up, but I still got my depressed moments. Stay Strong and enjoy the little things you like. || Update: I'm back down.