I don't care anymore
I don't care anymore
Well, I'm just tired. Tired of everything that's happening right now. I've gone through hell and it's really getting better, but I will never be the same person I was ever again... Maybe I don't even want to be her anymore. She was a girl without any experiences... naive, and trusted everyone blindly. Now I've learn to stand up for who I am, and to trust nobody but myself. I've became a stronger person. On the other side... She was happier than I am, then I'll probably ever be, because she didn't think about things so much. She didn't worry. In short, I was on a downwards spiral into a deep hallow where I've learned so many things on the way down. Today I'm climbing back up, but I still got my depressed moments. Stay Strong and enjoy the little things you like. || Update: I'm back down.

Did you ever wanted to tell something so badly. Like you just want to say it out loud to someone you trust and then the person just listens and you feel better just because you told it. Well, I want to tell that I miss him so much, that I’m crying every night and that it hurts that he’s not around. I want to hold him in my arms en kiss his lips again..


Since I feel like I got no one to tell, I’ll dump it right here. I just need it to be told somewhere, to someone.

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kindsuggestion:

you’re not too sensitive. you’re not overreacting. if it hurts you, it hurts you

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dustycats:

honestly i dont even play an active role in my life shit just happens and im like oh is this what we’re doing now ok

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donderstenen:

Ik vraag me heel vaak af hoeveel procent van de mensheid zich net zo bewust is van hoe vaak er iemand wordt opgehangen in tv-series of films. Ik maak het zo ongeveer eens in de twee weken per ongeluk mee en dan is de hele avond raar. Alle mensen om me heen kunnen, net als ik, op elk moment geconfronteerd worden met het pijnlijkste in hun levens. We kunnen gewoon onze dagen leven tot een onverwachtse prikkel het verstoort en dat vind ik een vreemd besef. 

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to-wonderlxnd:

I need to feel something. even if it’s pain. even if it’s a cold blade running against my skin.

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